Why I Don’t Go to the Doctor
Imagine that the pain of your miscarriages were the main rooms of the house, but there were parts of the house that you really didn’t need to visit every day and therefore completely ignored. That’s how the doctor was for me.
You Can't Heal a Wound That You Ignore
I remember going back to work just a few days after my first miscarriage, wearing a mask of normalcy that felt foreign and uncomfortable. Colleagues would ask how I was doing, and I would smile and reply, "I'm fine, thank you." But inside, I was anything but fine.